Yesterday was… rough. It was my last day of work. And while I wish I could say that I handled it with grace and dignity… well… I didn’t. In true Shan style, I:
– Cussed at everyone (to be fair, I told them all that they were “Fucking Awesome”)
– Cried in a bathroom in a bar
– Then fell asleep (a.k.a. passed out) on a couch in said bar
OK, so it’s not as tragic as it sounds. It was a good last day at work. It was a fun happy hour after. And hell… it wasn’t the first time I’ve cussed at everyone, cried in a bar bathroom, or passed out in a bar. It is the first time I have done the last two in my 30s, (and hopefully the final time, but never say never) and aside from that dignity blow, it was a good day. The reason why I was crying was because it was such a good day. For the very last time, I was experiencing everything that I am going to miss.
Speaking of things I’m going to miss… I’m really going to miss these guys.
It isn’t often that you become friends with people who understand you, who laugh with you and at you, who come serenade you at your desk, who have your back, and who will bring you a Dr. Pepper or piece of gum whenever you need it. And for whom you would do all of the above (coke, no ice… big red gum…). It’s rare to find one friend like that, let alone two, at work. I have my, ahem, former employer to thank for introducing me to so many great people that I sincerely hope I will be friends with for life, but the two pictured above take the cake. To say that I love these guys is an understatement – they are more than friends, they have become extensions of my family.
Speaking of family…
Today I began a new chapter. It was a good day to start one. My oldest turned 5 today. I have been a parent for 5 years – blows my mind. She got her ears pierced today, it’s what she wanted for her birthday. She was so good, no tears, big smiles after – reminded me of just how much she’s growing up… I’m so proud of her. She’s a sassy little thing, but she’s got a huge heart and is tough as nails. And her little sister – sweet as can be, fun-loving but mischievous as hell. They are absolutely perfect, amazing creatures, those two little girls of mine. Now I have the good fortune and the opportunity to spend more time with them and their daddy. My family has always been my purpose, my reason for doing everything that I do. There are things about this move that terrify me. But I am confident that I am on the right track…
I’m excited to see what the future has in store for me.